okay i officially don't know anymore.
i can never figure this person out.
neveR.
i hate complex people.
i want everything to be simple.
black and white.
but of course,
who am i to tell that person what to do?
whatever.
only time will tell if your intentions are
really genuine.
or you're a player.
looking forward to that day.
if i'm right,
my instincts prove to be accurate.

yesterday,
i let my guard down,
and i let my emotions rule over my actions.
and i sent him a text.
after so long.
why the hell did i do that?
he replied of course.
but i didn't after that.
couldn't bring myself to.
why bother about a person who already forgot about me right?
rebekah,
you're still pathetic.
even after so long
you still can't let go.
i can't let go,
because.............

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after promos,
the first place i will be going
is to a guitar school and learn back my
guitar. actually no.
it's a friday so i will be going to church first.
and then, on saturday i will go.
yes.
:)
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